Monday, February 16, 2009

My best birthday gift from my beloved parents...


Malem itu malem jum'at, aku tidur dengan keadaan yang sangat lelah karena dari hari Selasa sampe Kamis mesti bolak-balik ke Gerlong - Sukarno-Hatta buat ngurusin PLA a.k.a magang di Mitra Citra Remaja (MCR). Belum besoknya aku mesti ke BPI buat follow up proposal yang pernah dimasukin MCR kesana...

Fiuuhhh...
Hari-hari gw bakalan hectic nih kalo mesti ke Sukarno-Hatta terus-terusan...

titit-titit (well, suara sms aku emang kaya gitu...)
Amazing banget ya, aku yang biasa tidur kaya orang mati bisa bangun cuma dengan suara titit-titit doang... haha...

Jam setengah 2 malem...

Gilingan, siapa yang nge-sms gw jam segini...
Ada aja ya makhluk yang jam segini masih idup...

Guess what, it was my Dad...

"Teh, leptop udah ada..."

Ahhh, mimpi macam apa ini...???!!!

Saat baca pesen itu aku ga yakin aku bangun ato masih tidur, jadi untuk mengefektifkan waktu (lho?!) aku berkesimpulan bahwa aku mimpi...
Kembalilah aku ke lelapnya peraduan...

titit-titit (lagi...)

Pagi-paginya aku dibangunkan (lagi) dengan suara titit-titit itu...

My Sist'...

"Cieeehhh, yg dibeliin laptop... Jgn pelit yah, ntar fan pinjem..."

Dalam keadaan yang setengah sadar setengah mati (weleh...) aku mengedip-ngedipkan mata...
Mengorek-ngorek belek bangun tidur...
Nguap...
Pengen banget balik tidur tapi inget kalo hari itu mesti ke BPI bareng anak UNPAD yg magang di MCR juga...
Akhirnya aku melakukan aktivitas beres-beres tempat tidur dan langsung mandi dengan tidak sempat mencerna isi dari pesen adeku tadi...

Siap-siaplah aku untuk berangkat ke BPI...
Nyetrika baju...
Mematut diri...
Bla bla bla...

titit-titit (lagi...)

My Mum...

"Teh ada hadiah buat teteh, laptop, kapan mau diambil..."


OW MY GOSH...
I have a notebook PC now...
Unbelieveable...

(Kebiasaan lebay aku susah diilangin...hehe, muuph...)

Meskipun ulang taun aku masih 2 minggu lagi, aku seneng banget...
Seneng banget...

Ternyata semalem aku ga mimpi...
Hehehe...

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

CIRCUS

There's only two types of people in the world:
The ones that entertain, and the ones that observe
Well baby, I'm a put on a show kind of girl
Don't like the backseat, gotta be first

I'm like the ringleader,
I call the shots (Call the shots)
I'm like a firecracker,
I make it hot

When I put on a show,
I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins,
Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break

I'm like a performer,
The dance floor is my stage
Better be ready,
Hope that you feel the same

All eyes on me in the center of the ring
Just like a circus
When I crack that whip everybody gon' trip
Just like a circus

Don't stand there watching me,
Follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, We can make a dance floor
Just like a circus

There's only two types of guys out there:
Ones that can hang with me, and ones that are scared
So baby, I hope that you came prepared
I run a tight ship, so beware

I'm like the ringleader,
I call the shots (Call the shots)
I'm like a firecracker,
I make it hot

When I put on a show,
I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins,
Spotlight on me and I'm ready to break

I'm like a performer,
The dance floor is my stage
Better be ready,
Hope that you feel the same

All eyes on me in the center of the ring
Just like a circus
When I crack that whip everybody gon' trip
Just like a circus

Don't stand there watching me,
Follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, We can make a dance floor
Just like a circus

Let's go!
(Uh, uh, uh, uh, Uh-huh)
Let me see what you can do
(Uh, uh, uh, uh, Uh-huh)
I'm running this
(Like, like, like, like a circus)
Yeah, like a what?
(Like, like, like, like a circus)

All eyes on me in the center of the ring
Just like a circus
When I crack that whip everybody gon' trip
Just like a circus

Don't stand there watching me,
Follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, We can make a dance floor
Just like a circus

All eyes on me in the center of the ring
Just like a circus
When I crack that whip everybody gon' trip
Just like a circus

Don't stand there watching me,
Follow me, show me what you can do
Everybody let go, We can make a dance floor
Just like a circus

C R U S H

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Monday, February 9, 2009

ANGGUN - JADI MILIKMU (CRAZY)

Setiap kali bermimpi
(Everytime I dream)
Aku menunggu datangnya kamu
(Im waiting for your back)
Setiap kali ku tahu
(Everytime I know)
Kau buat hati ku tersipu
(You embarrasshed my heart)
Walau Cuma sekejap
(Althought It just for a while)
Gelisah hilang, dan mungkin lenyap
(The worried escaped, and might be it lost)
Setiap kali terjadi, engkau membuatku terpana
(Everytime it happends, you make me interest to you)

Yang aku mau hanya dirimu
(What I want is only you)
Kau seorang
(Youre the only one)
Yang aku mau jadi milikmu
(What I want is to be yours)

You know that its true
Aint no body as I am crazy for you
Its all about you
Everybody knows that Im crazy for you
You know that its true
Promised you the world that go crazy for you
Its all about you
Everything you do makes me crazy for you

Tak lagi ku mencari
(Im not looking for (someone) anymore)
Yang aku rindu ada disini
(What I missed is now here)
Tak lagi aku sendiri
(Im not alone anymore)
Wajahmu terlukis dihati
(Your face painted on my heart)
Engkau matahariku
(Youre my sun)
Bersinar pagi, sinar malam ku
(Shining in the morning, my shine in the night)
Hati yang dulu biru
(The heart that was full of pain)
Kini tertawa karena mu
(Now smiling caused you)

You know that its true
Its all about you
You make me going crazy
Know that its true
Its all about you
You make me going crazy

So-not-religious female...

Damn!!!
Aku ga pernah punya hati dengan kondisi se-parah ini...
Segalanya serba ga pasti...
PLA (some kinda "magang"...), proposal skripsi, nasib komputer aku, even my love story...
Dan belum lagi dengan masalah-masalah kecil lainnya...

Tuhan...
Tolong...

Dear God...

Berilah petunjuk dimana aku harus magang...
Berilah kemudahan dalam proses penyusunan skripsi-ku...
Berilah aku komputer baru pada saat hari ulang tahun-ku...(ga penting ya??!!)
Pulangkanlah kekasih-ku tersayang secepatnya karena aku rindu padanya...

(Aku memilih waktu ini untuk berdoa dengan sungguh-sungguh karena aku tak yakin apakah di waktu yang lain aku akan bisa mengucapkan semua itu...)

What?! Habis shalat?!
Jujur aku tidak pernah memanfaatkan waktu itu semaksimal mungkin, apa yg aku ucapkan pada Allah sehabis shalat hanyalah serangkaian bacaan arab yg sudah tersusun dengan sistematis, dan aku tak tau dimana harus menyelipkan doa itu...

What?! Waktu bangun malam?!
Terakhir kali aku ingat aku bangun malam untuk tahajjud (mungkin) adalah ketika aku akan ujian nasional waktu SMA...

Sudahlah, tak usah dibahas lagi...
Semakin dibahas entah akan semakin apa aku dinilai...

So-not-religious female...